where has my motivation gone..?

Okay, so I am sitting here trying out this new blogger pad... Sitting here trying to think of what the heck I want to talk about - hmmmm There's so much to talk about, yet so little time during the days... Heck, I should be working right now as I sit here and try this new blog thang... lol Yes, I brought work home from the office and I have a paper to finish for a class... Who told me that graduate school was a breeze compared to undgergrad..?? I can't remember at this time, but they were sooo wrong... Okay, so maybe they weren't completely wrong, depending on the program and school - and other possible activities and work loads... There aren't as many assignments and exams - just paper after paper after paper... Every week some instructor wants a paper (two pages - five pages - ten pages - 20 pages...)... Some weeks I just can't get motivated to write about GM, Financial statements and 10ks - or the opportunity Cost between obtaining a Masters Degree while working full time and Taking a Leave of absence from work while Obtaining a Degree... I swear, one day I'm going to stand up and say: WHO Cares!!" Okay, so I won't really do that... I'm just venting of course... Did I say I'm not complaining... I'm not... Just burnt out at the moment... I enjoy what I do... Just burnt out... Looking for something new... Anyhoo...

Why do I feel like my motivation has just been sucked right out of me... I don't know... I'm a 31 year old woman who has so much to be thankful for, and at times feel like I wish I'd accomplished so much more... Good profession, yes, I do... Good health, yes, I do... Good educational opportunities, yes, I have them... Family friends - yes all there... Ability to take care of myself, yes, always have... Ability to love and receive love from others... Yes, all true... Positive social networking groups - yes... There as well... So, what is it that I complain about - Not a Thing... What is it that I miss - ummmm (that's another blog/memo)... What is it that has sucked the motivation right out from under my feet... I think I'm just tired... Okay, enough of me venting... I just needed a moment... :) I'm truly thankful for all my opportunities...

Let me get to my work... I'll let ya know what I've been missin (as stated earlier) soon...

Til I write again,
Tootles`